Earthquakes

Bit melancholic today. Big aftershocks have hit Christchurch with lots of people having huge losses – life being one of them.

I can’t handle the news today. I dislike it at the best of times – I see it as usually 30 minutes of gloom with sport and the odd cat story thrown in. Coverage of huge suffering and disasters is something that I just can’t take at the moment.

I thought that I’ve been doing quite well. Less tears, more forward movement in terms of grief, but today just brings it all back. I can’t comprehend mourning the loss that they must be going through, I’m just coping with my own today thanks.

So I'm sorry Christchurch. I do care. I just can't give it all my caring right now.